I finally have everything yet at the same time I have nothing. Why… Why is the one girl I shouldn’t be with be the one I want to be with. Why am I so confused… Move on right? I need to move on but I can’t, I don’t want to, I want to look after her and hold her again day after day. Childish… What to do. So lost. The blemish and cracks.
Love
the winter had passed
and the spring has come
we have withered
and our hearts are bruised from longing
(i’m singing my blues)
used to the blue tears, blue sorrow
(i’m singing my blues)
the love that i have sent away with the floating clouds, oh oh
under the same sky, at different places
because you and i are dangerous
i am leaving you
one letter difference from ‘nim’^
it’s cowardly but i’m hiding because i’m not good enough
cruel breakup is like the end of the road of love
no words can comfort me
perhaps my lifetime’s last melodrama
now its final curtain is coming down
i was born and i met you
and i have loved you to death
my cold heart that has been dyed blue
even with my eyes closed, i can’t feel you
Xingdeyitian
Sydney… Goodbye. Goodbye memories. Goodbye old relationships. Goodbye old perceptions. Todays a new day, the start of a new life in Melbourne. I need to grow up. No one said it’s going to be easy. I have a long hard journey ahead of me. Don’t give up.
Home.
